ME, MYSELF & I
KARTIK GAYAN RAJARAM
a.k.a
Joshua Kartik
or simply
JK
six
teen
male
christian
tamil
zhan
bowenian
EONE
drama
mama
wondering what does "AIYO PATHIKICHU" mean? ...
well, it simply means "AIYO, BURNING HOT" in tamil ...
interprete it urself ...
and, it is not AIYO PIKACHU ... rarh
LOVES<333
`GOD
`Family, especially my sis,MONA
`Church peeps
`my
(spiritual) DADDY
`Frenz
`Bowen Drama
`chocolates
`red-blood `black-evil `purple-
gay unique `and orange-funky
`metallic tone
`singing & dancing
`making new friends
PRAYER LIST
*L1R5 <10 for 'O'-levels
EL B3 TL A1 EM A1 AM A1
PHY A1 CHE A1 BIO A1 GEO A1 CombH B3
*science stream, AJC
*be salt and light
*be a leader of my generation
*be like my
Pa
*for HER to come to church
*50 by end of this year
Monday, June 02, 2008
EXPOSED at 8:04 AM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
busy busy busy
have not been blogging lately as i've been very busy ... i'm working at apex pal ... which is sakae sushi's call centre ... i'm working in the marketing department ... under pastor's wife, christina ... i address her as my boss ... haha ...
i'm not alone ... reg tagged along ... yeah ... so it is not as boring as i expected ... my job is very easy ... feeding in info into the com ... in other words ... data entry ... it's that easy ... but after sometime ... it will be darn boring ... yeah ...
we are taking over chu's place for the moment until sch restarts ... one more week to go ...
i work from 9 to 6 ... with an hour break ... den on certain days last week ... i had christmas drama rehearsals to go for right after work ... which ends very late ... once by the time i reached home was the very next day ... hahas ... that was when pa andrea and i went for a very
late dinner early breakfast ...
the drama rehearsals are fun ... cause wat i say goes(most of the time) ... but what i was afraid of is that i may have been harsh on them without realising ... sacarsm ... it is the blood for every bowen dramamama ... haha ... and thats not something bad at all ... we arent hypocrities ... but good critics ... yeah ...
and on other day when there arent rehearsals ... i had to go for christmas shopping ... it was a really busy week ...
towards the end of the week ... a saddening news struck me ... mrs guna's 2nd son passed away ... as some of you wld have known ... she is my grand aunt ... i felt sad for her ... not because she's my teacher or because we are related ... it is a totally different reason ... something that is btw me and her only ... it happened a year ago ... before i went fot the two week summer school with my friends at trinity college, mel uni ...
she's a strong woman from what i've seen ... i'll pray that she'll stay strong and move on ... hlc peeps ... you may not no her ... but i believe love need not come at first sight (like how the saying goes) ... love can be spread even in vacuum ... well ... i believe so ... thanks guys ...
EXPOSED at 7:23 AM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
shopping
reg and i went shopping for christmas gifts today ... and guess wat ... we bought most of the gifts in J8 itself ... but we took a really long time ... haha ... but had lots of fun ... and everywhere we go ... there will be a winnie the pooh plush toy ... reg will get distracted ... i wonder what she wld be thinking ... maybe, how to make out with a plush toy in public? ... lol ... haha ... according to reg ... regina + pooh = love ... *pukes* ... hahas ... pooh is gay ... pooh loves christopher robin ... lololol ... jkjk in the middle of things ... received a call from chu ... it was regarding a job vacancy in sakae sushi call centre(or HQ ... not really sure) ... praise the lord ... the day before, during CG ... i shared about me quiting my job just after one day of work ... and i din expect to get another job this soon ... thanks chu ... God has blessed me thru you ... we continued shopping and lazing around ... haha ... when i t was about time ... we left J8 for church ... since we were kinda early we started doing one of the DIY presents ... it din turn out as we expected ... but, oh well ... i mean it may not have turned out as expected ... but it still turned out great ... yeah ...
after power house ... reg, the others and i remained back to paint church ... our christmas big day is coming soon ... so the house of God is going for a minor make over ...
reg made her mark ... as in literally make a mark ... seven in the hall ... and she's proud of it as seven is a lucky number ... lol ... i did spill paint too ... at the doorstep of the toilet ... opps ...
warning ... stay away from perisa when she is painting ... reg will say amen to that ... haha ... i shall not say anything more abt this ... lol ... shhhhhh...
left church at about 11 20 ... but i felt unsatisfied with my incomplete job ... i still had about 1/10 of my painting job not done ... i wld like to stay longer to finish my task and help out with rest of the jobs ... but time din permit ... felt a little bad ... dumped my job to tit ... haha ... sorry guys ...
EXPOSED at 12:19 AM
Friday, December 15, 2006
cell grp
went for CG ytd ... i skipped one or two prev sessions ... hahas=x ...
met ben for dinner ... went to BK and talked about our classmates ... hahas ... in other words ... bitched about them ... hahas ... but of course ... only the truths ... hehe ...
i kept talking and talking that i couldnt finish my meal ... hahas ... this always happens to me ... if i din talk to someone for quite sometime ... den the next time when i do so ... i will go on and on ...
the last time why victim was mishal ... when i accidentally bumped into her ... and guess wat ... it was in the exact place ... thomson BK ... haha ... i guess the next one wld be syl ... after she comes back from indo ... hahas ...
brought ben to CG as well ... after jev ps me ... rarh ... haha ... i've to take over the game host job all by myself ... however ... for the past few sessions ... i dumped things back to fre ... sorry gal ... that was very irresponsible of me ... not that i din realise it ... but just that i cldn't care less ...
so this time ... i ve got to do wat i ve got to do ... so i took charge ... we played wacko ... and dammit ... i sld ve clearly stated that there will be a forfeit however that wld exclude the game host(thats me), if occurred so ... i hosted the game ... and i ve to do the forfeit as well ... bloody hell ... haha ...
pastor 1st said that i've to dance ... thanks to fre lah ... rarh ... haha ... den he said ... say one of your lines in your performance ... and i was like ... "that's all" ... haha ...
wat was shared today was about ... the 3 thing one sld never say ... and they are ...
1) no one cares about me / im alone all by myself
2) i wont suceed / im a failure
3) i quit
as for me ... in times of crisis ... im someone who tries to perservere ... however before that happens ... i will have a breakdown ... and when i breakdown one thing i always say is that, "i quit" ... but of course ... i dun mean wat i say all the time ...
i hope that i can overcome stage 1(when i breakdown) and go straightaway to stage 2(perserverance) ... yeah ...
after CG ... followed ben home ... halfway only though ... haha ... and again ... we kept talking and talking ... ben do you know that you've a really loud voice ... bah ... work out your vocal cords ... somethings are meant to be said in a much softer tone ... lololol ...
and reg had a new hair cut ... we intended to meet up before CG ... but since i went dinner with ben ... i cldn't meet up ... one reason why we wanted to meet up was because i wanted to see her new hair style so that i wont laugh or give comments about her tou fa in front of the whole CG ... since we din meet and she was late ... everyone's eyes was on her ... esp mine ... and i just burst into laughter ... lol ...
i mean it is like ... i ve got bad hair quite a lot of time ... it is kinda common to me ... so wat i like to tell to reg is that ... "welcome to the club" ... haha ... her hair style wasnt horrible or anything close ... just that i've never seen her like that before ...
i still can recall when glen and i got hold of reg's prom picture ... hahaha ... more like HAHAHAHA ... HAHAHAHAHAHA ... then and again ... not that it is not nice ... but just that we arent used to it yet ...from late last night to early this morning ... i was in the phone chatting with ms new hair style i mean reg ... i just dun understand why i cant understand lame jokes ... it is either that they are too lame for me to understand ... or just that i'm not lame ... or maybe even that i'm dumb ... i mean this is not the first time lah ... i cant understand pa at sometimes ... and i need reg to interprete some of his quotes ... but even after that i dun see myself laughing ... have i lost my sense of humour eversince being dissolved in a solvent called boredom ...
EXPOSED at 1:01 PM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
PAE results are out
received a sms at 8:10 in the morning ...
"hey, which jc you are posted to"-benjamin ...
i totally forgot about ... seriously ... hahas ... intended to check the results in church with my friends ... in that case ... i've to wait till 5 ... but i cant hold the suspense any longer ...
ferdi ... sat for his Os last year ... he told me that for pae a score of 14 may get you into aj sci stream ... but this year ... it is not so ... ben had qa l1r5 of 14 pts but he was posted to nyjc instead ... nyjc is not a bad school ... in fact ... i love their ICS ... haha ...
i made it into aj sci ... for the 1st three months that is ... praise the lord ... i'm in cloud nine ...
wanna know why i desperately wanna get into ajc ... despite their campus is small and old ...well the answer is ... (drum rolls please) ... the environment ... the peeps ... the other students ... the pressure ... the stress ... the competition ... the egoism ... and things like that ... yeah ... it being the sixth best jc in s'pore ... it has all the stuff mentioned above ...from my point of view ... i think i can excel in my studies there ... all jcs ultimately sit for the same exam ... but from now till the A level ... there's lots of time ... and this is when you are very influenced by your peers ... so choose the right peeps to hang out with ... yeah ...
EXPOSED at 8:33 AM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
i quit ...
went job hunting with sheereen and jeslin on mon ... and got job in less than two hours ... we had to go to this mall called ... "singapore shopping centre" ... i din know that this mall even existed ... lol ... guess wat ... theres something terribly wrong with the name ... it was definitely not meant for shopping ... most of the tenants were offices ... lol ... there was like no life at all ... we kinda got on to the lady's nerves ... wat was her name again ... gi gi or cherrie or cherry or somethin like that ... lol ... we din make an appointment and just walked right into her office ... the job is known as ... event promoter ... got to do with sales and marketing ... arent they the same ... lol ... get to lots of interaction with the public ... sounded like fun ... but ... not really ... and the pay is like so good ... ranges from $300 to $3000 ... ma ma mia ... that is like lots of diff ... the 3 of us were like floating in air ... thinking about how to spend the money ... shee was like "i can by 'prison break' vcd" ... lol today ... first day of work ... was all so excited ... but that din last for long ... met lots of peeps ... most of them were from ajc ... haha ... waiting to get into NS ...oh yar ... as jes and i were waiting for desmond, the supervisor, i was "blessed" by a bird ... if you get wat i mean ... haha ... jes was like ... go buy 4D ... lol ...we were posted to raffles place today ... had to give away 20 vouchers each day ... but since it was our 1st day ... we only need to do half the workload ... sounds easy right? ... think again ...in 4 hours ... i only got 8 ... jes got over 15 ... i sucked ... maybe because i'm a guy ... i cant smile my way thru ... haha ... some other managed to give away less than 5 ... so im not that bad afterall ...there were four criteria to be met ... out of my 8 customers ... only 3 were sucessful ... whether they are sucessful anot affects me as well ... that's where my comission comes in ... and for today since i failed to meet the quota ... i dun get my basic pay ... and my comission for the day was only $2 ... pathetic ... 50 cents per hour ... are you kiddin me ... i quit ...
EXPOSED at 6:01 PM
Monday, December 11, 2006
it has been a long time ...
have not been bloggin for a really long time ... so many things have happened in the 3 months ...
O level ...lost the momentum after the prelims ... kinda worried about the results ... gd thing was that my papers ended earlier than most others ... hahas ... but had abt 3 papers each day ... that was where stressed sets in ... but mow that it is over ... it is so relieving ... however ... the tots abt getting back the results is haunting me ... ok ok ... maybe not to that extreme ...
prom nite ...the prom nite was great ... haha ... had so much of fun ... lol ...
prom queen went to a drama mama ... lol ... we rawk ... hahas ... got some prom pics below ... my class guys commented that prom turned porn ... hahas ... kinda agree ... in church ... lots of peeps say "see it, have it " ... that night ... the emcee said ... "have it, flaunt it" ... lololol ... and the girls sure did ... not all of them of course ...
this wld not have been possible if the school had taken charge ... yeap ... the whole thing was student initiated ... hahas ... hey sec 3s ... you prom nite will not be as fun as ours ... thats for sure ... hahas ...
2e1 class gatheringdid not attend ... had a bible study class to attend ... asked around my christian friends in e1 ... majority said bbs ... so bbs it is ... sorry mishal ...
year end production ... we started of with the dirty laundry script ... baring in mind the copyright fee and all ... it was scraped off ...
so the next big idea was to be orginal ... we came up with our own script ... took us about a week ... we wld have taken longer if not for our hero ... broy ... lol ...
but the play was way too long .. more than an hour ... mr chua was like the script was more of a movie than a play ... we had lots of changes in scenes ... and that is definitely a no no for a good play ...
so we had to do another script ... we only had two weeks ... fortunately ... we had talent by our sides ... hahas ... we came up with one in two day ... that's a record time for a year end production ... hahas ... we also intended to do a dance ... and they both turned out great ... yeah ... wei loon filmed it all ... hope she posts it on youtube soon ... not many from class and church came to watch ... sad ...
and the junior had a surprise segment for the sec 4s ... i was kinda touched ... haha ... thanks guys ... and also for your gifts ...
after the show ... the sec 4s gave ourselves a treat ... we went to esplanade to eat pizza ... hahas ... den we made our way to an arcade at dhoby gaut ... on our way we sang christmas carols ... lol ... it was so fun to do it with your friends by your side ... and wats up with the girls man ... haha .. they could not take "five golden rings" off their heads ... haha ... we experimented the difference amplitudes of longitudinal waves ... lolol ... shut up josh ...
sadly ... everything is coming to an end ... sob sob ... now looking for a job ...
EXPOSED at 6:27 PM